Sometimes I wonder about what is love? Does it exist in my life? Well there are so many questions are there in my mind and sadly i dint get a single answer of any one of them. When i was a teenager life was quite enjoyable. I was enjoying my life with my friends and was not aware of this unspeakable feeling. I guess love is a poet, which cannot be understood in words but can surely be given reflection thereof. Sometimes when I lay down on my bed in the dark I used to ask some common questions to myself.
What is first love? Do I still love him?
Why till now I feel
so secure when he talks to me?
Why everything looks so good by just thinking about his presence in my life.
I know there is no
point in remembering the past but what if Past is the only thin g which gives
you lots of happiness. What if just by remembering all the moments spent with him
brings a huge smile on your face? I guess I will never
get the answers of these questions because some feelings are good to be unspoken. I regret that i left
his hand when he needed my support but there were some my reasons too. I know i
can’t get him back and i do not want to get him back either all i want that he stays
happy always and forever. He gets best in his life. I don’t much about
Love but i guess I loved you, loved you from the core of my heart but couldn't express these feeling.
Yeah these feelings will be Unspeakable Feelings always.