Dad - A girl's first hero and love. The relation of a girl baby and dad is so pure and so undefined. I guess its not less than any blessing to have a dad but some people do not have such blessings. Yeah today i am gonna share you a true story,,how the absence of dad, makes a gal feel that she is not special anymore.
Its a story of a little girl, a story of an unlucky girl i would say!!
Tiara was about to born when her dad died by an accident. She grew up without her dad. she was now 2 years old girl and the magic was, even after not being with her father, even after knowing her mommy only,,the first word which she uttered from her mouth was, "Dedda" !!
Should we call her, eternal love for her father or the a silent question to her mommy about her dad!!
It was all okay till the time she started feeling the absence of her father, her hero. Her mom was too busy with her friends, with her work though she always use to say to Tiara that she is her mom and dad and that little girl, having thousands of question in her mind could not utter a single word to her mommy.
She turned 4 years old now, of course the time of school,friends, new groups, fun, getting new life, new lessons but for Tiara it was like useless. In the parents meeting, when all other children used to come with their mom and dad, she used to miss her dad, when in annual function, children are supposed to come up with their parents, she used to feel the absence of her father. Her all friends used to ask about her dad but that little girl had no idea about it and some how all these things are killing her inside.
The little girl who is supposed to happy all the time, who is supposed to play with toys, dolls or be in the friends group. She started living in her room, she is the one who tries to be happy all the time and also the one who cries each night while sleeping because all the questions were killing herself. Many times she wanted to ask her mommy about her dad but there was something which dint allow her to ask mommy about that. Of course the satisfaction of her mother of being a great mom and dad of Tiara. But i wish, if she would have known about Tiara feelings, I wish if that little girl would have told to her mommy, why she do not want to school any more, i wish if that little girl would have her father beside who makes her known about her specialty, about her importance. Who could never let her cry, who could read her eyes full of so much of pain which her mommy was not able to see.
Years and years passed and now the little baby was 9 years old. It was a pleasant day, the little girl and mommy were sitting at home and planning for the summer vacations. In between the conversation, that little girl asked, mommy??
The mother answered, with a highly strung tone, "yes baby". The little girl had so much to ask but she never had that much to courage to ask her mom all those things because somewhere Tiara was known, what if she reminds her mommy about dad, she might feel so low or cry hard which Tiara never wanted to happen. That is why all those questions remained in her heart only since last 8 years. She endured the absence of her father many times but today she had decided to ask her mommy about her dad, about her hero. All those memories where her father was supposed to be but was not there were flooding like a cyclone, and she asked in fearful tone, mom, Where is dad??
After hearing this question, both stayed silent for a while, a smiling face of her mommy changed with so much of tension and sadness and that little girl noticed that so quickly. She made herself clear, that her mommy is her dad. She made her clear that now in her entire life, she would never ask this question again to her mommy and just changed the topic.The girl was just 10 years old, but her way of understanding, her emotions, her remarkable control on her emotions and feeling was tremendous. At this age, most of the children, are very stubborn, they need to have what they want but that little girl had only her mommy, and for her, she was the meaning of her life. That little baby never wanted to make her mommy cry, no never!!
Now the little girl was of such age that she was getting understand the things well. She noticed that an uncle used to come at their home most of the time. Her mommy used to have very less time for her baby, for her Tiara but for uncle, she used to spend whole day with him. All these things disturbed her again, she was known that he is not her dad for sure because, A dad can never be so rude with his child. That man was very rude to Tiara, he used to snatch her toys and throw it away. He used to panic her a lot. Most of the times, Tiara tried to tell her mommy about all these but the moment she saw that uncle kissing her mom, she broke into pieces. She cried so hard that day.
It was so painful to that little girl to understand that, her mommy is not of her anymore. Till the age of 15, each child require some affection, care and love of parents but unluckily Tiara was not lucky enough for all these. As like an ordinary child, that little girl always wanted to hear someone calling her, princess. She always dreamnt as if someone could hold her hand and make her strong, she always wanted someone who can understand her. May be she all she wanted to be her Father, may be she wanted her life to be a happy life.
For her, it was very painful to be with that uncle but she stayed as she had no other option. All these things were making feel solitary each day. Her mother was too happy with her boyfriend that she could not feel the pain, her daughter was suffering from. I wish she would have known, would have known of all those little dreams of her little girl.
The girl was of 15 years old. This experience had made her very conservative and self centered girl for this reason, people used to call her very rude and it may be a reason that she had no friends till this age but i wish if someone could just come to her and ask her, why she is like this?
If someone could just come to her and let her know that she is special. Tiara had become so strong, may be so strong in pretending. She had so many reason to gave her life, but she chose to be stayed however things were getting even worse but that little girl had to live this life, life which was given her by her father. The only thing which relates that little girl to her Father.
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